Waiting for the Timing
Last week, I fully admitted my big, scary dream of being a Life Coach and changed everything online from just coaching on Law of Attraction to Mindset and Life Coach. Then, I found the resistance pulling me, all those crappy feelings of self-doubt, fear and anxiety.
Who do you think you are?
That dream is too big for someone like you.
You think you and your story are unique? puh-lease.
You can’t have that – go sit down now and be quiet.
Maybe no one will notice.
Then, I went to a Tony Robbins event. WOW! It was amazing – I felt so inspired. It only confirmed what I already knew to be true – to tell that negative committee in my head to sit down and shut up! I was inspired to share my whole story of every battle that I have gone through and overcome up to this point in order to help ANYONE that I can to end their own suffering. To remind people that they are not alone in their battles and that I am here to help you get through it. To remind you of the warrior that you truly are, so you can stand up and claim your dream that was meant just for you.
To even think of this big scary dream becoming true, the fact that I could help someone else recover from their own battles, just as I have, has me here sobbing. I truly love helping people and have had this calling for as long as I can remember. I also truly believe that every battle in my own story I went through so that I can help others – so I look back at each battle with pride. Some left their own scars and not everything is always 100% healed, but I made it through.
I got back up, stood up on the other side and brushed myself off like the warrior that I am.
That you are.
That we all are.
If only we can remember our own strength.
So, as I sat down, inspired and ready to fully share my story – you know what hit the fan. Both my kids got sick and I started running circles. Whenever I thought about sitting down to write my story, I came up with every excuse with now was not the right time. I felt myself slipping more and more into resistance of why I should not share my story. Feeling those feelings of being unsure, self-doubt and fear of rejection. Yes, I am human – so I have those fears too because they are completely normal to have, everyone does.
But then… I got an email from someone that knows my story and knows that I’m about to make it public. I always find the Universe/Creator/Gods timing to be perfect – just what I need at the time that I need it – you just have to look for the signs. The email, in a nutshell, was just the extra reminder about why I am standing up to share this very private, personal information. To help others. Period.
So, instead of continuing to stay in my head – where all those crappy feelings live – I get out of my head and into my heart. I know that sharing my story of battles and overcoming is going to show so many other warriors that they are not alone. It is my mission to remind you of the warrior that you are so you can stand up and claim the dream that was given to you. Why is this my mission? Because I love you and you should never feel that you are alone in this life.
You are loved.
You are worth it.
You are a warrior.
Don’t wait to chase your dream until your timing is perfect and you feel sure of yourself. You must push towards your dream every day. You make the choice every day and take even small actions every day. The timing will never be perfect. You will not always feel 100% sure of yourself. You will have days when the fear seems like it is going to swallow you up. Don’t wait and give in because the days can turn into weeks that turn into months.
Your dream was given to YOU because you are the only one that can bring it to life the way it was meant to. – Renea Paulsen
Before you know it, a year can go by and you are still in the same place or have given up on your dream because you didn’t make the choice to chase it daily. Don’t worry about what you fu*ked up yesterday or didn’t do that you should have. All we have is here and now – so move forward and show up to claim your dream now.
Not when the time is right.
Not when you are super confident.
Not when magical fairies show up and tell you that you are worthy.
Just like the warrior that you are.
Life is What You Choose.